Listening to: DBSK [Holding back the tears], Choi Jin Young [Boo Jok Han Sarang]
Feeling: Nothing in particular
Talking to: My Fren who is as moody as the dark skies
5 more hours..
to the end of 2006..
n to the start of 2007~
For starters, this is going to be a pretty lengthy post cos its the end of 2006 n there are quite a no of things i wanna say.
Ok now my mum's done it again..completely ruined my mood for the night.
Sian.
I am sooo simply irritated with her.
What is wrong with trying to enjoy the pathetic remaining part of my holidays before i embark on my fyp again?
I dunno.
I will start my fyp when i deem it as the correct time to do it.
So for Christ's sake, stop bothering me about it!
I dun work well under pressure can.
Tolerate..tolerate..tolerate.
*looks at all the dbsk posters on my wall*
Oh well, i will just retreat into silence again.
My best strategy when i cant be bothered. It works well k. Tried n tested 1001 times before.
Actually i din really feel the impact of today much til my Fren mentioned it. Heh to my Fren, if u ever read this dun feel sad anymore ya? This is my 4th time saying this..but tomorrow will be a new year. Really~
Hmm i know its extremely cliched..but well leave it to time to heal everything. Just treat it im speaking from experience ba. Lol. No matter what, u still have so many friends around you who care for you so dun feel that you are alone k..
Hmm actually this post was meant to be a brighter one but thanks to my mum, i had to start off with such a lousy tone.
Nvm i shall start it all over again.
First of all, a new resolution for the new year.
Hmm..ehh nothing much except to work hard ba. Like wat lingfang said, working hard really makes u feel closer to the bois. My silly boojae mentioned in his xmas greeting that he hopes they will be busier in the new year so yup lets all work hard tgt!
How ironic that i spent the whole morning today clearin up my room without realising that its the last day of the year. Heh but just nice to signify a new start..
To all the people who are feeling down, may u leave all the sorrows n unhappiness behind u n look forward to the new year! :)
Secondly, i wanna congrats the 5 bois once again for winning the Daesang n Bonsang at the 2006 SBS Gayo Daejun!
Heh i am like so super proud of Dong Bang Shin Ki k...so proud of jaejoong..so proud of yoochun..so proud of junsu..so proud of yunho..n of cos so proud of changmin~
Can u believe that they bagged a total of 4 Daesangs just in this year alone?? That is like the most important award leh..
1) Mnet KM Music Festival
2) Seoul Music Festival
3) Golden Disk Awards
4) SBS Gayo Daejun
AHHHHHHHHH!!!
I dun even think that any artiste/group has done that before..heh correct me if im wrong though. But i really believe they are the first gasoos to do that..hahah so now u know why im so PROUD of them! ^^
N i know its belated, but still happy 3rd anniversary to my beloved DBSK too! Today marks the 1100th day they debuted on stage since 26th Dec 2003 n they have really gone a long long way.
So they truely deserved all the awards..
I believe Nobody else deserved it as much as they do..
Unless they went thru all those tough times they did..
Jaejoong's knee injury, DUI incident, popularity crisis, member exchange, paternity case, pneumonia..
Yunho's antifan poisoning incident, gastric problems, fainting spells due to overwork..
Junsu's fake gf incident, low blood pressure..
Yoochun's YSMM incident, member exchange, being sick..
Changmin's popularity crisis, being sick..
I think they really had more than enuff.
If it wasnt the sheer determination to see it through, i dun think i will see the 5 of them standing on stage right now, receiving the honours they so deserve to.
Just for that, i really thank Cassiopeia, their families, the staff n everyone who loves them for who they are.
Thank you. ^^
From the bottom of my heart.
Without the unyielding support n faith, DBSK wun be the DBSK they are today.
Last but not least, thank you to the members themselves..
for not giving up despite the hard times..
for showing your best even when it hurts..
for making us smile when you laughed..
for making us cry when you teared..
for loving each other..
n most importantly,
for being KIM JAEJOONG, JUNG YUNHO, PARK YOOCHUN, KIM JUNSU & SHIM CHANGMIN n not anyone else..
Who could forget the group hug at the MKMF..
At the Seoul Music festival..
At the golden disk awards.. they later changed to the black costumes for O Jung Ban Hap perf.
Finally, at the SBS Gayo Daejun..weird but i just like their costumes..
Ohh and a word of mention..i highly recommend watching the KBS Gayo Daechukje!!
Heh its so nice lar..esp [Dream of Goose] sang by Jaejoong, se7en, lee seung gi n eru..Junsu's musical skit..n the small dance part they added infront of O Jung Ban Hap.
Hee n it was so cute how jaejoong kept looking at se7en during the song..n ignoring eru who was besides him. N did i mention that jaejoong look so gorgeous in a white suit?!!
Awwww...
Look!! So dreamy..just like a Prince Charming lar..
Heh ok think the post shld end like this today or else i will never stop spazzing about DBSK. Trust me, there are so much more photos i wld just love to put up cos they are so nice!! ^^
Yup, so everyone (if u haven fall asleep), here's wishing u a happy 2007!!
ps/of cos i wun forget, happy 2007 to 東方神起 too!! I lurve ya guys~
Watching: TVfXQ clips
Feeling: Better than the prev entry :)
I apologise for the lousy entry yesterday. >__<
Pretty pretty yoonjae...*heart flutters*
Heh i just adore yoonjae to bits n pieces..
jaejoong n yunho looking at each other! n notice min's sweet expression too..
Heh my dear jaejoong as much as u lurve yunho, shldnt u be facing the cam?? XD
I declare todae a yoonjae day! ^^
Ohh n i like 松山健一 (Ken'ichi Matsuyama) !! Heh cfm guarantee plus chop nobody knows him by his real name..lol.
Yeah he's none other than the extremely eccentric yet super intelligent fbi detective in death note...L or ryuzaki!
He's so cute..nicer than Light yagami at least. Heh.
Here's a pic.
Haha ohh..note the resemblance of jaejoong to L~ jaejoong shld act in that role in a korean adaptation of death note or sth. Lol. Ehh excluding the dying part.
credits to: the dreamer.blogspot
Listening to: My sad playlist in my WMP
Feeling: Nothing
Hmm it suddenly occurred to me that does being 'not happy' always translate to being 'sad'? I mean even though i am far from wanting to smile n view this world in a positive light, i dun necessarily feel like i am way down in the dumps either.
Its more of a balance between the 2 emotions whereby they negate each other so u end up feeling...
Nothing.
Ya, just nothing.
Nothing comes to your mind, nothing comes into view, nothing goes into your ears.
To put it nicely, maybe thats how you feel when u meditate.
I dunno, i have never meditated before.
But i guess its something along that line..
Something you have to blank out all thoughts one. Right?
But i still dun feel like i have reached a stage of enlightenment leh.
Sian~~
The stupid rain n freezing weather are doing nothing at all to alleviate how i feel.
Did i mention i loathe it immensely when i feel cold beyond my usual threshold?
My hands are so icy i dun even feel them.
*pissed*
If only i can have a pair of red mittens now..
Or better still..
can this person lend me his hands now?
credits to: Cassiopeiasg Watching: DBSK clips (what else?)
Feeling: Christmasy~
Ehh my no 1 entertainer just left me online alone..=( heh. So i decided to concentrate on my beloved 왕자s again. Yesh my 5 lovely princes.. (which reminded me of my prince in prague again..aish~)
Ohh..my boojae is 섹시한 얼음왕자~ (translated: sexy ice prince). Lol. Suits him perfectly to a T. Hee i like the description that comes with it too.
"Strong first impression..therefore his nickname is the human ice. However, beneath his coolness, there lies a cuteness u want to embrace."
Clip shows him n yoochun at the [show me your love] filming site where he does sth silly with yoochun n speaks in a babyish tone. Aigoo~
"Surprising those around him with his impromptu singing..the youngest in a family with 8 daughters, we can feel the love he must have received from his sisters. Being the oldest in DBSK, they sae he is the most dignified n manly. (i think gentlemanly suits him better =p) Therefore, we are more curious about his cuteness. We want to see how cute he can be with his 8 older sisters (me too!!)."
Credits to: ginaya
Heh yeah my cold-on-the-outside, yet extremely warm-on-the-inside KIM JAEJOONG!! Couple that with perfect looks, intelligence beyond his age n an uncanny ability to reach out to pple due to his high EQ..ohh n not forgetting his determination n the adorable streak that lies within him. *beams brightly*
파(chun)..이(jae)..팅(min)..오(ho)..에(chun)....
Heh that was so cute lar..pity junsu wasnt around then. The poor boi was sick..=(
No matter what, hope the 5 bois had a wonderful christmas this year n hopefully, lotsa rest to go with it!!
Oki back to snippets of my boring mundane life. CAnt blog too much about dbsk only or else nobody will read my blog anymore..lol.
Hmm ohh i celebrated xmas in JB. I was going downstairs for dinner when i saw the choir singing to the diners who were apparently having the xmas eve dinner sth. Weird why wld anyone pay like rm80 ( i know its considered cheap by sg standards) to be interrupted by less than perfect singing while u are tryin to eat ur expensive dinner. Heh ok, its just me who cant appreciate. =p
But anyway, i consider the JB trip as a pretty worthwhile trip cos i din even bring a single cent with me n i still brought back 2 pairs of shoes, 3 tops, 2 pair of earrings n a strawberry bag accessory! Haha..i am already on the verge of bankruptcy after coming back from tw la so now have to spend carefully. So thankew mama~ ^^
Ok my results for this sem are coming out tmr. Pls pray that my cap doesnt take a move back anymore cos otherwise i will surely be saying byebye to my 2nd upper. >__<
Kaywee still asked me if i was excited about the results. -___-""
I long gave my heart away. Not that it was on school work all this while, but it has moved much much further away now. N only angel will truly understand how i feel..
In any case, heres wishing everyone reading this a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! *muacks* ^^
An old [show me your love] pic but still it depicts the feel of xmas~
Dear Lord, i pray for good health n happiness to all my family n frens, n all the ppl i love~
Heh inspired by angel's reaction, i wanna say sth..
i just adOre jaejoong's tongue!!!
Haha this is ultra random i know but he has the cutest tongue la..haha this is something which only joongie-lovers can appreciate~
Ahh got lotsa others but i cant find now..
Ohh that smouldering stare again..*melts*
Watching: TVfXQ [School of Rock]
On the agenda: Clearing my room, finishing my dbsk vids
Feeling: ^^
Heh first of all,
happy birthday to sHiQi a.k.a mrs kiM jUnsU!!
Heh hope u had a wonderful birthday this year and may all the unhappiness stay far far away from u!! *hugs n kisses* heh i know its a nite for celebration but dun be too noisy with junsu tonight ya..hee~ my boojae needs his beauty sleep! Hahaz..XD
I know this is kinda late, but just wanted to put up the neoprints i took with mrs jung n mrs kim susu the other day. ^^
My beloved elly (jae), mrs su's beloved dolphin (su) n mrs jung's panda! (though i dunno wat connection does yunho have with a panda..heh) N i must admit my decorating skills need abit more brushing up..=p
Ok, this is of our own names..n its my fav one too =) So sweet!!
Heh jaehosu! (in clockwise manner) I like the penguins~ (who is my kstruck laogong pouting at? ^^)
Last of all, our laogongs' names!!
Heh thankew so much to dbsk for bringing me such cute frens. ^^
HWAGS 의 멤버들을 너무 사랑해!! <33
Heh i wonder what mrs jung n mrs park are doing in KL right now. Dun worry mrs jung, ur baby is playing with boojae right now. He got eat his meals properly wor. :) N he loves boojae la..haha~ =p
Ohh i just watched DBSK's 2nd visit on School of Rock n i sooooo envy that school! Tsk tsk. I still rem i teared when i watched their first visit cos it was just so amazing la. Imagine u were in school n the five of them just appeared like THAT. Ok that is really beyond description..
Heh natalie, jaejoong was so cute n funny inside the van! Haha he really hogged the camera time la. Talk so much..i think he just loves to talk about his members lo. Lol. Awww..cant wait to watch the part they played with dolls! So cute~
AIsh i want my Prince in Prague!! Anyone wanna sponser 82bucks to the needy? Heh.
Realised til now i have not blogged about anything regarding my tw trip. Nah its not not fun, but its just that there r too many things to write about that i dunno where i shld start from. Shall wait til one day when im home the whole day den i shall slowly blog about it.
Ehh what else did i wanted to write..hmm as for lab, i think i shld be starting on my thesis real soon. At least the cover page la. Lol. Better than nothing right. As i told angel, got first page means sure got second page mah. Heh isnt that what pple always say. =p
As for me n V, erm we aint getting better in our relationship but lets just sae im content to maintain it at a working level rather than at a private level.
Well, both my room (where i dun sleep) n my mum's room (where i sleep) are ultra messy ever since i came back from tw. Sigh. Everything is like piling up le lor. But im so lazy n tired to clear my stuff. =(
Dear Lord, pls protect n look after jaejoong, yunho, yoochun, junsu n changmin.
Heh i just reminded myself i haven watched dongbang's [Vacation] yet!! Aish i got it from CB like way before the exams but din have time to sit down n watch it yet. Hmm ok maybe tmr morning i will watch it before going to meet juline. =)
Ehh guessed i got lazy after the exams..cos just din feel like blogging although there were quite alot of stuff i wanted to write about. About DBSK la, exams la, holidays la..ohh n also about meeting mrs jung n mrs kim junsu the day before. Heh.
N also i will be in taiwan from the 12th to the 18th! So pple dun msg me hor..cos i cant reply. Heh looking forward to it cos i already deemed it as my 'dbsk hunting trip'. Lol.
I was just telling my mum i will miss seeing jaejoong n hearing about his news while im there...=(
Hmm mrs jung n mrs kim susu, help me take care of my darling princess k? I m soooo gonna miss him!! Haha okie n all of u too...^^
Ok just a brief update. Shall cont tmr if i have the time..
*runs off to hug boojae n elly* <3333~
I have an extremely bad feeling abt my pharmaco paper tmr as i stare at the unbelievably long list of grp presentation slides, stunned.
I think i need a miracle to give me a B+.
But i think i will be content with a pass now..
Sian...damn it.
Pls dun let me fail this paper!!
*Faints*
I really need to go coolzone tmr for my therapy.
*prays hard*
Lady luck, pls shine on me tmr..